Susan Elbe

4 poems

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Grief
...........................from Big Love


so near it seems
the soon is
full of cry

come out of deep night

we suffer openly
for moonlight

while the gods deprive us
days

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A Book of Drought
...........................from Big Love


you dream you're swimming
but morning lumbers

shackled in dust

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all day egrets follow you
sky chained to their wings

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time leads you
to the riverbed of your face

you divine water with bone

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everything against this thirst
seems smaller

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at sunset
the birds gather
to drink your tears

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My love for you


is seedy, the blown-paper part of town
where your mama told you not to go

and it's the hard-luck prayer at 3 a.m.
whose only word is please.

My love for you is moonlight, cracked-in-half
platter on the kitchen floor,

is difficult as pouring coffee in the dark,
dazzling as God's shadow.

My love for you is overdressed, all tease
and rhinestone, crinoline

and stays. It's a late call ringing off the hook,
the one you never answer.

It is the sad flop and the fish-knife's slip,
and it's the fish, the leaping-rainbow fish.

My love for you is wrapped in chains,
Houdini underwater, always trying to escape.

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Falling, and Then Differently, Again


We fell hard, you and I, flashing
the way a minnow of sun skims a plane's wing,
reckless, running down a riprap slope.
We were beautiful and dangerous
like rain in the desert—a flood
from which every flower blooms.
It was summer, but every step we took,
black ice and difficult. My friend,
these ditchwater nights don’t get easier,
and the days need more and more grease paint.
I want us now not like we were,
but how we know.

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Susan Elbe is the author of two books of poetry: Light Made from Nothing (Parallel Press) and Eden in the Rearview Mirror (Word Press), which received an Honorable Mention for the 2007 Council for Wisconsin Writers' Poetry Book Award. Her poems appear in many journals, including Blackbird, MARGIE, and North American Review. Susan works as a webmaster in Madison, Wisconsin. Her web site is www.susanelbe.com.

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